It is so disturbing to me. Obviously, I'm hoping he didn't commit suicide -- that seemed just so glaringly horrid and nonsensical. But if it is "the other thing" well, crap. That has just always seemed to me like the worst way to go, you know? I don't ever participate in any of that choking stuff, least of all, when I'm alone, and it's primarily because of stuff like this: what if you freakin' die and you're just left like that?

Who knows; maybe it is the most awesome sensation in the known universe but I guess I am not ever going to find out. Seriouly, though, I've had so many incredibly awesome sensations as it is, I don't think Ineed to get greedy about it. Food for thought, anyway.